confession

after reading through some of my more recent blog posts, 

i realized that i may have misrepresented myself.

you see, my life is not as put together as it may seem...

in fact, i would say it is rather chaotic, stressful, and in need of organization.

and possibly new long-term goals?

in my attempt to be more optimistic

(something i am striving to do each day),

my true feelings (or reactions, perhaps?) have been slightly overshadowed. 

i wanted to tell you that i am not always the kind, patient, well-dressed, and positive person depicted on this blog...

here are a few confessions:

i bite my nails. constantly. it is actually rather disgusting.

i sometimes listen to the same song over and over and over.

i have little patience while driving. i absolutely cannot stand slow drivers.

i talk to myself fairly often. especially when i am in need affirmation or motivation.

i eat frozen waffles every single day. is that bad?

i am ashamed at how poorly i keep in touch with some of my faraway friends. 

i miss them all so much! 

i despise blow-drying my hair (hence the daily ponytail).

in fact, today i do not think i remembered to brush my hair...

i look to other blogs for outfit inspiration.

i had my heart broken not too long ago.

i bought pop tarts today (!!!).

i have an obscene amount of laundry to do. i am completely out of socks.

i like to have one (or two) stuffed animal(s) to sleep with at night.

i sometimes have a panic attack. 

i have a horrid memory. especially with names. 

of course i have numerous other flaws, but these are the first few that came to mind. 

i wanted to be honest with you because, after all, this blog details my life.

 ...and my life is not nearly as picturesque as i may have lead you to believe :)

xoxo.