better tomorrow

for the remainder of this post, i am going to be honest.

i am going to tell you how absolutely furious i am right now, in addition to being 

upset,

sad,

embarrassed,

and anxious.

(and after this post, i will go back to being more positive - i promise)

i am so very tired.

physically (because it is the end of the week) and emotionally.

i feel like i cannot catch a break.

a few confessions...

i feel like my life is not going anywhere.

i regret several recently made decisions.

i have no idea what i want to do anymore.

i think i need to move home.

i got in a car accident today and i cannot look at the damage without crying.

my bank account is not doing well.

i am lonely.

it breaks my heart knowing how disappointed my parents are in me at the moment.

i am stressed about life, $$, my future, my lack of ambition, etc. 

i miss my faraway friends so very much.

sometimes i just want to walk away from my life and trade with someone else.

pity party concluded. 

thank you for letting me vent, again.

the good today would have to be the red velvet cupcake i ate for dinner. yep. 

*images found on google